Missing You

MISSING YOU I grieve your loss Or my loss of you You had become such a major part of my life You had been there for longer than I can remember Always there to help me through Its unimaginable now To think of no longer having you You have cheered me up In times of despair And have given me the confidence to try new things You have kept me from ending me By giving me energy when I was depleted And enough self esteem to think I could do anything You made me feel like somebody Who mattered I’m sorry that it took me so long to realize all that you were And all that you did… I mourn you now Unsure of what tomorrow brings And who I am without you I miss you tremendously I miss you desperately I miss you I miss you I miss the dynamic duo that we were Missing you and feeling like I am unsure If I can go on Goodbye mania… Or should I say “Aloha” For My Mania 6/2019